My Head is in a Cloud

For months I have been pushing aside the symptoms of whatever has a hold on my body. I feel like my head is in a cloud. From the moment I wake up, until the moment my body rests, I feel like I am living in the twilight zone. Living with a fog clouding your judgement is exhausting. Pretending it does not exist is overwhelming. You reach the point where, your body cannot push anymore. Today has been a rough day. I have an amazing doctor who is determined to get to the bottom of what is going on. We are currently waiting results of medical testing for possible Lyme Disease. Testing is extensive and results can take a month to come back. In the meantime, I need to change my diet – gluten free, no sugar, no diary and no alcohol.
I share this today because I know I have many friends who know this exact reality. Reality of not knowing how they are going to get out of bed, let alone leave the house. To those friends of mine, keep fighting! One moment at a time, one foot in front of the other. I am soooooo thankful for an amazing husband, kids, family and awesome friends who have held me up while I feel like life is dragging me down. And I have a few friends who continue to remind me who’s got my back no matter what….my ending is inspired by you: God’s Got This!

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